I have tried about 5 times to write a new blog on here, but each of them ended up somewhere I didn't want them to be. They didn't say what I wanted them to say. I hate that it's always that way. I can't ever say what I mean. I wish there was a way to capture incoherent thought and feelings and transplant it into someone else's head. It would make things easier. Maybe we would understand a each other a little more.
I was thinking this earlier while I set a record for most amount of time on the phone tonight, but I'm ok with it. :) I just wish that as always, I wasn't so awkward on the phone. Especially when I have to get off the phone. Thats the worst. Yish. Me and the forming of verbal words into coherent sentences = fail.
These past couple days I've taken up reading again because its been so nice outside that all I want to do is lay on blankets and read. I've been alternating between Anthony Buzzard's The Doctrine of the Trinity (Christianity's Self-Inflicted Wound) and Love This, and Masquerade. The latter being a teen book about quasi-vampire manhattan elite teen socialite fallen angels. If you're thinking that list seems a tad incongruent, its only because it is. I guess I needed something to balance it out.
I'm really tired all of a sudden, so I think I'm just going to write more on this tomorrow. Yes. Lovely.
2 comments:
I love your reading list. Looks a bit like mine. Nothing that really fits together at all. Lovely. :)
We are so awkward. Let's accept our failures and just enjoy it. We're better in person anyway...that way people can SEE how awkward we really are. What isn't to love about that?
Love you!
By the way, I feel that cheese is probably my favorite animal byproduct. Mmm...cheese. Cheese pizza, cheese & Macaroni, cheesy statements...err..
Just wanted to make sure you knew.
Love you!
ps. I miss you already.
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