It doesn't mean that I am worthless. That I am not loved. It doesn't mean that I am depressed or tired. It doesn't mean that I don't have anyone to talk to or any way to relate.
I am just alone and it doesn't mean anything.
This is kind of a new thing for me.
I don't like it. I don't hate it.
It works.
And right now, that...that...is the best thing I could ask for.
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As I said on facebook, this really sums up my feelings lately. Honestly, it's weird, and it's different, but it's alright. I feel like this is finally where I belong. Not permanently (I hope), but for now, it works. There's no one here for me, but maybe one of these days someone will find me. But I'm starting to believe, finally, that even if no one ever does...I'll be alright. I am enough. There will always be something more to look at, to search for, and to grow with. There will always be hope.
I am alone. And that's alright.
Thank you for your brilliance. Seriously.
Love you,
J
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